Kise Ryouta ([personal profile] intimitation) wrote2020-01-12 02:07 pm
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-20 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
...should I begin with my existence? Song mentioned it to you, but she did not go in depth. Not to my understanding.
Edited 2020-07-20 21:26 (UTC)
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-20 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
That is fine.

[sorry song]

To begin... Song formed a contract with a Chain—Duldee, a powerful creature from the Abyss—over a hundred years ago. Duldee created personalities in its targets called Duldums.

That is where I come in. I was the latest incarnation of Duldum created in Song, for what we hoped was her own good.
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-21 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes.

However, since "Duldum" is referred to any personality created by the Chain (demon,) the personalities occupying Song's body went by the name of Echo.

Including myself.
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-21 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
...it is more than that.

Echo is just an echo. We could not exist without Song, and we only existed for Song.

Song's connection to the Abyss strained her mind. It corroded her memories, corrupted her personality, and drove her mad. We were created to take the strain.

One by one we were discarded after we could bear no more. Hundreds existed before me.

In the very beginning, I believe we were not treated as callously as I was.
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-21 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
...I am trying to get to the important part that I want you to know about, but—the meaning of my existence is something you should know about, too.
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-21 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Moving on... Song was invested in a tiresome, annoying man from her past. Upon finding him, she wanted to stay by his side, but her... violent nature left much to be desired.

Thus, I became his servant. This way, Song could stay close, and that man could have someone useful to him.

I was obedient and did everything he asked of me.
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-21 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I was his bodyguard, too. Occasional babysitter.

Silence was the one who carried out any misdeed he asked. Murders, kidnapping, spying.

[trails off, this is a little awkward]
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-21 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[blurting out, she gotta]

—I want to share my future with you!

That is... I did not want to keep this from you. I want you to know that you are dating someone who has been used as a tool, someone who has gotten blood on her hands.

If you found out later, much later, you could come to think I was keeping it from you... and even though it—... it is scary to think you could reject me for this, it is not fair for you to pursue a future with me if you did not... know...

[trails off, this is still Awkward]
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1/3

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-22 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
["have dumped you and might have even called the cops" damn son]
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-22 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[—but she looks at his hand on her own, and even though she can't feel that contact she can feel RELIEF SURGING and her heart pitter-pattering]

Wildfire...
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-22 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
IT WAS VOLUNTARY, SHE AGREED
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Re: Day 257, afternoon - sometime after memories

[personal profile] resonantblue 2020-07-22 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[basketball boys can try to stab people it is fine]

She would not have.