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Kise Ryouta ([personal profile] intimitation) wrote2020-11-11 08:22 pm

MAILBOX

Please send Wifi letters, he's lonely and will die if you don't.
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[personal profile] lefthandpath 2020-12-14 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
Dear [FOOL'S GOLD],

I must say that I wasn't expecting to be able to contact you or even interact with you on a phone game. That's never been the case before? In a lot of ways, it's been helping a little, because while BARiTONES has been very warm with their welcoming, I have to confess to feeling a bit out of my element.

I can tell a lot's happened, but it's very confusing. I'm not sure how to approach some things, but I'll be doing my best to match their kindness. And yours, of course.

[THE DETESTED], [THE ARSE IN ARSENAL], and [FUCK IF I KNOW] have all been interesting but kind, also. [FUCK IF I KNOW], I can tell, will be someone who can be a little prickly, but it's not as though I'm unfamiliar with that type, either. Though we haven't spoken very much so far. I'm hoping to change that a little, too.

I'm glad you're doing well. And that you're out of this place. Please don't take that the wrong way. You're far stronger than you give yourself credit for and you did last in the actual program longer than I did, but I still feel a kind of happiness knowing that you're safe(ish? your description of the world seems...interesting...) and with someone you love.

As for myself, I don't know how much you can see of how things are going here, but I've been doing well. There was a fairly rough memory that I bought back that I'm still trying to work through, but a number of people were there when I regained it, so I do know who is aware of it. It's still difficult to talk about, any of my memories, really. They're all quite dreadful and I'm still tempted to stop buying them back, but I do worry more about [ZALERA] or [THE BOY] or, worst yet, both of them finding reason to hover.

Even moreso, since [ZALERA] seems to have been right in saying what he has about the Order I was with.

Sorry, I'm trying to make this into a happy letter, but I guess that's only really possible if I lie about things you probably can already see. Please don't worry too much. Everyone's been supportive and your letters along with others who have already left's definitely lift my spirits when things get hard.

I look forward to the next letter, always!

Stay safe and I'll continue to hope for your happiness,
[THE MILLENNIUM EARL]





P.S. What does "Kuraocchi" even mean?