It doesn't feel right because neither of the options are right. Accepting Silence means denying that Song deserves the chance to live as her own person, and likewise, agreeing that Song has a right to the body that was originally hers means casting Silence as the villain of the story and implying she doesn't deserve to live. And that's without adding Symphony to the mix.
The best case scenario would be for the two to have their own body, but realistically speaking, that's wishful thinking.
Likewise. For Emet-Selch, accepting the lives scattered across those worlds as having equal worth to the ones that came before would mean abandoning his friends and loved ones.
Whether it's Song or Emet-Selch you're not going to find a realistic option that won't leave a sour taste in your mouth. That is, unless you accept that at the end of the day, who you care for is what matters to you.
In case it wasn't obvious, all I want is to avoid a situation in which you're torturing yourself for the sake of a nebulous concept. But ultimately, it's up to you to decide what you can live with.
Okay, but hear me out! We live in a hell world where we can buy an arm from our phones, is it REALLY wishful thinking to hope that we can get a spare body, too??
You can get a spare body. Whether your girlfriend's soul can be fractured and safely transported into one is another matter.
Of course it's not outside the realm of possibility by the rules of Hell. But by that point can you truly believe the end result will be her, and not an imitation? Are our hosts really so kind?
[ he'd feel bad, but he's pretty sure that sugarcoating would be worse. Still. He sighs ]
I'm not saying you shouldn't continue to look for a solution. You said earlier that if Emet-Selch hasn't found a different path yet there's no way you can find one, but that's not necessarily true. Emet-Selch was confined by the rules of his own world before, and so were Silence and Song. Annoying as this place is it does provide the potential of different outlooks, and different possibilities.
But like I said. I'd rather avoid having you torture yourself over your own feelings. If a solution cannot be found, you need to be prepared to come to terms with them.
It is. Nobody but you has a say on this, on who you consider a friend, on whose existence you decide to accept.
But if you cannot accept the way he's decided to accomplish his wish, well. Unlikely or not, nothing is preventing you from helping him find a different path. And you don't strike me as someone who'd stop trying just because odds are against you.
[He gets up, but pauses looking at Valocchi, and then SURPRISE, he looks over to Delores. He walks over to her and kind of (?) shakes her hand.]
Delorecchi, sorry you had to hear a lot of that since I know you lost your world, too. Thanks for keeping Valocchi company. Loneliness is the worst after all.
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The best case scenario would be for the two to have their own body, but realistically speaking, that's wishful thinking.
Likewise. For Emet-Selch, accepting the lives scattered across those worlds as having equal worth to the ones that came before would mean abandoning his friends and loved ones.
Whether it's Song or Emet-Selch you're not going to find a realistic option that won't leave a sour taste in your mouth. That is, unless you accept that at the end of the day, who you care for is what matters to you.
In case it wasn't obvious, all I want is to avoid a situation in which you're torturing yourself for the sake of a nebulous concept. But ultimately, it's up to you to decide what you can live with.
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Of course it's not outside the realm of possibility by the rules of Hell. But by that point can you truly believe the end result will be her, and not an imitation? Are our hosts really so kind?
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[Gonna go sink back into the chair, depressed again.]
...I know you’re probably right.
[But his face says he’s still fighting a lot of feelings.]
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I'm not saying you shouldn't continue to look for a solution. You said earlier that if Emet-Selch hasn't found a different path yet there's no way you can find one, but that's not necessarily true. Emet-Selch was confined by the rules of his own world before, and so were Silence and Song. Annoying as this place is it does provide the potential of different outlooks, and different possibilities.
But like I said. I'd rather avoid having you torture yourself over your own feelings. If a solution cannot be found, you need to be prepared to come to terms with them.
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[...]
It's okay if I still call him Emecchi, isn't it?
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But if you cannot accept the way he's decided to accomplish his wish, well. Unlikely or not, nothing is preventing you from helping him find a different path. And you don't strike me as someone who'd stop trying just because odds are against you.
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Wow. Thanks for the backhanded insult.
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HUH?! No, that was a compliment!!! A compliment!!!
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[waaaaaaaaaaaah 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭]
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Well. Forgive us common peasants for not being up to your standard of coolness, Wildfire.
[ look at how he manages to say all that with a straight face ]
I'll take the compliment, but more importantly. Do you feel any better?
1/2
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Yeah. Thanks, Valocchi. It's a little clearer now.
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Don't tell him I said it, but when you feel ready to, do reach out to him. I believe he needs it more than he realizes.
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[He gets up, but pauses looking at Valocchi, and then SURPRISE, he looks over to Delores. He walks over to her and kind of (?) shakes her hand.]
Delorecchi, sorry you had to hear a lot of that since I know you lost your world, too. Thanks for keeping Valocchi company. Loneliness is the worst after all.
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... Thanks. She likes you.
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That's cuz I'm cute. But I think I should leave you guys to spend the rest of Valentines together unless there's anything else you wanna talk about.
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Go, but do keep in touch if there's anything you need. I'm trying this novel thing of providing emotional support.
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[pauses]
No, actually, you're pretty good at it. Because you're not afraid to tell the truth.
[And with that, he takes his leave (with a wave too). During that time, he sneakily leaves behind a box of booze choco, o h o h o. ]